I've faced it, a life wasted, and I'm never going back again.

Eddie Vedder truer words haver never been spoken. When I look back on the last two years of my life well they have been wasted. I have always been afraid to tap into my potential not wanting to discover it. I don't know what is happening to me but I like it. I woke up this morning and bad shit was racing through my head so I got up and went and joined the YMCA! I had a work out, not a huge one because I didn't want too go to hard too fast and I do want to be able to move my body tomorrow! It felt great to walk down there in the sunshine a proper start to the day. The shit is still in my head but I am feeling better about myself so now it's just little shit. I met with my sponsor last night and he could quite possibly be the greatest guy ever. We have so much in common and I don't think I could have picked a better sponsor. He talked a lot about service within the program so I am going to volunteer at the convention coming up, like they say "we only keep what we have by giving it away". I am going to grab a shower then go down to Curbside and look at some bicycles. I have a meeting at 2:00 and it's one I haven't been to before. My chest has healed beautifully, Bill Baker I love you!